Chem prac...Doom

Hooo-boy... Die liaoz...chem prac wasa disaster. The titration was crap...evryone got different answers...Somebody screwed up with the equipment...4/1 mostly 20+ cm3 answers while we in 4/2 get 30+ answers...QA was bad too. arr dun wanna tok abt it liaoz...

It rained like crazy today...nv got to play tennis. hahaha... It seemed tt it started to rain each time i wanted to do sth and stopped when i stayed at home....then it wld start again as i headed to the tennis court...lol i stared up skywards and gave God a what-are-you-doing? look. hahaha. Oh well prolly for my own good. Like bro said...i might fall and break my hand or injure sth then cannot take phys prac on thurs haha. lolz.

Arr ok...go sleep....

PRELIMS ARE HERE!

English prelims today. I dunno...I felt good abt the compo and report, despite some differences here and there...But i dunno abt the compre... screwed up a little, but my summary shud make up for it. Overall ok...but did not have the I-feel-great factor after leaving. Still, I hope for an A1...But i don't not expect anything less than an A2.

Cousin Aloysius is leaving us today for 7 years!!! 7 years!!! He's gonna become a priest. He's joined the Order of St. John. Its a new order. Their clothing looks like that of Carmelite Friars..except its gray. His ex-gf was veri upset...not surprisingly...His mom and dad too...All i can sayis the farewell was quite teary.
As for me...I felt rather oddly emotionless, no tears or anything. Maybe its the comfort of knowing he'll be serving God and that God will keep him safe tt allows me to feel comfort instead of sadness. Haha at least now i'll haf someone easier to go to for confessions.

After coming back from changi airport...I found a diamond ring at the carpark. Is that luck or what?...Something just glittered out of nowhere and caught my eye ( Surprising i could notice as i had sore eyes today). I scratched glass with it when i went back so tt means that it may be real. Still i wunt know for sure unless i get it appraised. Hmm...What should i do with it...? ;)

Prelims in 5 dayz

Uh-oh... Okae la its not too bad...i think i am abt 65-70% ready for the prelims liaoz...Must pia these few dayz then i'll be fine. Must get 5 As at least haha.

darn it...i got writer's block. I tried to write a compo 2dae but got mental block haha. Well hope the ideas and juices will flow during next thurs cuz its EL tt day...i want an A1 for tt...Gonna be tough but not impossible.

Then just now i played tennis with dad and bro. lol dad was criticising my strokes. Infuriated, i challenged him to a game. letz just say i won him 6-3 as in 6 sets to 3. but we played first to 2 tt sorta thing but adding up becomes 6-3. Lol...Dad was being a sore loser...wouldn't shake my hands :P... That must haf been some embarassment to him. :D Man i loved that! Nothing beats the thrill of winning my old man...He's the most competitive person i know. Well...could call it revenge for embarassing me at rock-climbing. He reached the top ( 10 meters) while i fell off at 7.5 meters.

Man i gotta study now. More insurance for the prelims...and my nerves of course.

Sunburnt

Yesterday was FUUNNN...Bran, Wenbiao, Jonathan Jie and Shuyan came over...our last day of whole day fun b4 the prelims...haha...YESH! I won Wenbiao...tt ought to shut his mouth for a while..( he was talking abt how he was gonna thrash me..hahaha)...Then table tennis and pool...I lsot to bran in TT but me n Jon won him and Shu at pool...Wager: Winner Dunks the loser. hahaha...After i went back, My back and neck started itching like hell...the skin started peeling a little.

The homily Fr. Michael Sitharan gave today at church was GREAT. Hilarity is something rare in homilies in Holy Cross i think. The temptations that make us stray from God and the Church. Yeah...The arrowed barbs of the homily hit home. Yeah...I've strayed...again and again. Still, i do try to come back, to God and the Church. As a mere human, I'm weak, weak to temptation and to sin. But, as He said before, the Holy Spirit will make us strong to overcome temptations, if we ask for His help.

So God help me.

Trust

Some say I'm foolish and some say its just plain stupidity...It may be true...I do trust ppl rather easily. I give them a chance. I also wanna show them i am trustworthy...Hell, i keep my end of the deal...And most times both parties get along fine.

But, then again, a few just uses me, i wunt name names...How wld u feel, that the person who u most trusted at one point, the one whom u invited to go to a chalet with ur family...and the one whom u hang around with the most at one time ...AND WHO WENT TO THE SAME CHURCH as you...just BLOODY HELL takes out a knife when ur back is turned and stabs u in the back and gives it a savage twist!

That was one time in life when i asked "Where were you God? Why did you let this happen?"... Was I too trusting? Was I Stupid? Was I Foolish? HELL YES!...That wound hasn't healed yet...

And what of him?...For what i know now...he has left the Catholic faith...joined up with gangsters and i dunno what has become of him now...

Still, I believe God is gracious, forgiving and loving and will forgive him and so i shall try to do the same...perhaps God let me experience this now so i wunt haf to experience this in future where the consequence could be worse...and i thank God for this. Do I still believe in trusting ppl?...Oh yeah i do... Becoz this is just me.

No matter how hard i try...I still can't figure out how did such an honest, trustworthy and God-fearing boy who was my best buddy grew and turned out to be a complete opposite of these.