Trust

Some say I'm foolish and some say its just plain stupidity...It may be true...I do trust ppl rather easily. I give them a chance. I also wanna show them i am trustworthy...Hell, i keep my end of the deal...And most times both parties get along fine.

But, then again, a few just uses me, i wunt name names...How wld u feel, that the person who u most trusted at one point, the one whom u invited to go to a chalet with ur family...and the one whom u hang around with the most at one time ...AND WHO WENT TO THE SAME CHURCH as you...just BLOODY HELL takes out a knife when ur back is turned and stabs u in the back and gives it a savage twist!

That was one time in life when i asked "Where were you God? Why did you let this happen?"... Was I too trusting? Was I Stupid? Was I Foolish? HELL YES!...That wound hasn't healed yet...

And what of him?...For what i know now...he has left the Catholic faith...joined up with gangsters and i dunno what has become of him now...

Still, I believe God is gracious, forgiving and loving and will forgive him and so i shall try to do the same...perhaps God let me experience this now so i wunt haf to experience this in future where the consequence could be worse...and i thank God for this. Do I still believe in trusting ppl?...Oh yeah i do... Becoz this is just me.

No matter how hard i try...I still can't figure out how did such an honest, trustworthy and God-fearing boy who was my best buddy grew and turned out to be a complete opposite of these.